so this week, holy crap. it has been the absolute epitomy of horridness.
monday:
i get a text from my sisters girlfriend, yes my sister has a girlfriend.
and it says " are you okay?!"
of course im okay so i ask why?
"two sycamore kids got in a car accident"
Tim Getzelman and Lexi Weber.
Emily Getzelman is a junior at the high school i go to. but shes not just a classmate, shes a friend. I didn't know what to do, my head was spinning. i felt so sad for her. and so sad for her family. What do you even do in a situation like that? i don't know.
Today, friday:
place: 3rd hour.
time: 10:05
"attention students, SHS has suffered a tragedy. A member of the senior class has died unexpectedly. Austin Clark passed last night without any notice. We are a family and we must stick together as a family. If you need counseling, there are couselors in the library"
*world freezes*
How come bad things happen to good people? how come he felt he had to take his own life to escape from this world? Could i have stopped it? all these things run through my head as i break down in front of my entire class.
i walk out
everyone in the library is sobbing. It was so hard to see my fellow shs classmates so distraught :(
This week has just been rough... please keep my family, the clark family, the getzelman family, the weber family, and all the families in sycamore who are facing hardships<3