Friday, February 25, 2011

roughest week ever.

so this week, holy crap. it has been the absolute epitomy of horridness. 
monday:


i get a text from my sisters girlfriend, yes my sister has a girlfriend. 
and it says " are you okay?!" 
of course im okay so i ask why?
"two sycamore kids got in a car accident"


Tim Getzelman and Lexi Weber. 


Emily Getzelman is a junior at the high school i go to. but shes not just a classmate, shes a friend. I didn't know what to do, my head was spinning. i felt so sad for her. and so sad for her family. What do you even do in a situation like that? i don't know.


Today, friday:
place: 3rd hour.
time: 10:05


"attention students, SHS has suffered a tragedy. A member of the senior class has died unexpectedly. Austin Clark passed last night without any notice. We are a family and we must stick together as a family. If you need counseling, there are couselors in the library"


*world freezes*


How come bad things happen to good people? how come he felt he had to take his own life to escape from this world? Could i have stopped it? all these things run through my head as i break down in front of my entire class.


i walk out


everyone in the library is sobbing. It was so hard to see my fellow shs classmates so distraught :( 


This week has just been rough... please keep my family, the clark family, the getzelman family, the weber family, and all the families in sycamore who are facing hardships<3